The untold truth of Chester Bennington
Chester Bennington rose to rock star fame in 2000 as Linkin Park's Grammy-winning debut album, Hybrid Theory, burst onto the scene, dominating the charts with hits such as "One Step Closer" and "Crawling." Though Bennington was candid about his personal connection to the angst in his music, the frontman's death by hanging in July 2017, at age 41, suggests that his demons ran deeper than fans realized. Let's take a closer look at the untold truths that tormented this highly-respected musician.
He was abused as a child
In a 2008 interview with Kerrang!, Bennington revealed that he was molested by an older friend at the age of seven. "I was getting beaten up and being forced to do things I didn't want to do. It destroyed my self-confidence," he told the magazine. "Like most people, I was too afraid to say anything. I didn't want people to think I was gay or that I was lying. It was a horrible experience."What's really going on with Donald Trump's marriage
It was a defining moment in Bennington's life that he only revealed after critics cast doubt on the authenticity of the pain in his lyrics, according to The Guardian. Despite succumbing to substance abuse to cope with the childhood trauma, Bennington chose not to pursue retribution against his abuser. After discovering that his abuser had himself been a victim of abuse, Bennington said, "I didn't need revenge."
He struggled with drug addiction at a young age
Bennigton's parents divorced when he was 11. "It was an awful time," he told Kerrang! "I hated everybody in my family: I felt abandoned by my mom, my dad was not very emotionally stable then, and there was no-one I could turn to—at least that's how my young mind felt. The only thing I wanted to do was kill everybody and run away."Paris Hilton thinks she would have been social figure like Princess Diana if it weren't for sex tape
Bennington eventually found some solace through drawing and poetry, but the biggest boost to his confidence came when he started his first band, Grey Daze. That creative outlet proved dangerous. "The problem was, I also found a good way to escape the abuse of my past," he told the rock magazine. "Getting high, drinking a lot and having sex with a lot of great girls is a pretty good escape."
Bennington's drug use rapidly escalated to the point where he was abusing meth, opium, and LSD before he'd even hit age 17. In a 2011 interview with The Guardian, he said, "I remember that stuff happening to me at that stage and even thinking about it now makes me want to cry. Oh my God, that was f**king happening to me and I was just that little, much earlier than I'd remembered. My God, no wonder I became a drug addict."
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Before Linkin Park found success, the band—known then as Xero—was rejected by every major label. Warner Bros. passed the group over three times before finally signing it in 1999. At the time, Bennington was essentially homeless and living out of his car. "It wouldn't go over thirty-five miles an hour," he told Rolling Stone. "Two lights were burned out. I had no money to replace them."
Despite being a late addition to the tight-knit band, Bennington's dedication motivated the group. "We each made our own sacrifices, but Chester's was unique," guitarist Brad Delson told the magazine. "Because he had so much to risk, he was extremely motivated. He would actually tell us, 'Guys, I don't think we're working hard enough.'"
The band's efforts eventually paid off. Linkin Park's debut, Hybrid Park, became the best-selling album of 2001, but making that record was no easy task, and Bennington's loyalty was tested from the jump.Kim Kardashian flashes her tummy
Warner Bros. wanted him to fire Mike Shinoda
As Linkin Park hustled to record Hybrid Theory, Bennington and co-founder Mike Shinoda worked closely together on the lyrics, which pulled heavily from Bennington's abusive childhood, but Warner Bros. reportedly began requesting some changes that didn't sit well with Bennington. Namely, making Bennington the "star" and relegating Shinoda to either a keyboard player or just firing him.
"I said, 'F**k you guys. Are you serious? I've only just got into the band, and you're telling me to start a coup against the guy who writes all the music? It's his band. If he could sing, I wouldn't have a job. You f**king idiots, what's wrong with you?'" Bennington told Kerrang! "After that, they told Mike to try and rap like Fred Durst. It was like, are we on the same f**king planet here?"Marc Anthony's mother dies
At that point, the band reportedly cut off all communication with Warner Bros. and told the label to the group if it didn't like how the band was doing things. Ultimately, Hybrid Theory became a roaring success, but with fame, came new challenges.
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Despite opening up to bandmate Shinoda during the songwriting process, Bennington still felt isolated from the rest of Linkin Park and soon spiraled into addiction. He attributed some of his problems to his first marriage.
"Unfortunately, my ex-wife [Samantha, whom he married when they were so poor he couldn't afford a wedding ring] and I were really toxic for each other, too young to get married," he told The Guardian. "We were volatile personalities, and even though we helped each other, we were not good for each other, and that brought up other feelings."
Touring, with its easy access to drugs, only made things worse. Beddington's bandmates finally staged an intervention. "I had no idea that I had been such a nightmare," he told Team Rock. "I knew that I had a drinking problem, a drug problem and that parts of my personal life were crazy but I didn't realize how much that was affecting the people around me until I got a good dose of 'Here's-what-you're-really-like.' It was a shock. They said that I was two people — Chester and then that f**king guy. I didn't want to be that guy." Bennington got his act together and got a divorce, and Linkin Park grew closer.Celebs who sued the paparazzi for going too far
He had an insane cyberstalker
In 2006, a cyberstalker took control of almost every online account belonging to Bennington and his second wife, Talinda. The female stalker reportedly called the couple at random hours of the night and made terrifying remarks like "I know where your kids are," and "I have complete control of your lives."
In a gripping investigation reported by Wired, the situation turned critical when a former Secret Service agent traced the stalker's activity to a computer at Sandia National Laboratories, a nuclear weapons facility in Albuquerque, N.M. The agent reportedly learned that the stalker was a computer technologist at the facility and also an obsessive Linkin Park fan. When confronted at work, Devan Townsend told the investigator that she had terrorized the Benningtons because "she was bored. Her job at Sandia took about half an hour a day, and she was looking to pass the time."Angelina Jolie speaks out against rumors
After Townsend's arrest, Bennington remained on edge. "When you find out some total stranger has personal pictures of your kids in the bath, has phone numbers of your parents and close friends and every business associate, listens to every voicemail you've had for the last year, intercepts every email you've written or received…it fuels my desire to make sure this kind of action is viewed as criminal," he told Wired. As a precaution, Bennington and his wife began using lengthy passwords for all their online activity, "and it drives me out of my f**king mind," he said. "I want to go back."
He spoke out against gun violence
Following the horrific shooting in Tucson, Ariz. that left six dead and Senator Gabby Giffords in critical condition in 2011, Bennington broke from promoting Linkin Park's album to field an interview question about the tragic event.Legendary actress Jeanne Moreau dead at 89
"I personally feel that violence and war and murder are primitive, and I think that we've evolved as a species beyond that. Unfortunately, some people still feel that's a means to an end," he told the Broward Palm Beach New Times. "Peace and love and communication are the way that we all resolve our issues with each other. There's a non-violent way to express yourself and get your point across—regardless of what you're saying or what your point is."
"In a free society, people have a right to believe whatever they want to believe. That's their business and they can speak their mind," Bennington said. "But nobody, even in a free society, has the right to take another person's life. Ever. That's something that we really need to move beyond."
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In some of Linkin Park's earliest interviews, Bennington spoke about being a huge Stone Temple Pilots fan. He even told Rolling Stone that he made a bet with a Warner Bros. promotion manager that if Hybrid Theory went gold, she'd have to give Bennington her triple-platinum STP plaque. (Bennington won.)
So imagine Bennington's surprise when he was asked to front STP in 2013 after Scott Weiland left the group. The collaboration lasted two years, and in November 2015, Bennington amicably left the group to spend more time with his family and to focus on Linkin Park.
However, like too many aspects of Bennington's life, even his time with STP took a tragic turn. Weiland died on Dec. 3, 2015, from an accidental overdose of cocaine, ethanol, and MDA. While it couldn't have been easy for Bennington to experience the death of one of his idols, he'd be hit even harder by the death of another rock legend and close friend.Brad Pitt, Angelina Jolie may call off divorce
He was deeply affected by Chris Cornell's suicide
On May 18, 2017, former Soundgarden and Audioslave singer Chris Cornell hanged himself in a hotel room in Detroit. Like Bennington, Cornell had suffered from years of depression and drug addiction, and the two forged a tight bond after touring together in the late 2000s.Oprah shares her reaction to Mindy Kaling’s surprise pregnancy
On the day of Cornell's death, Bennington shared a note on Twitter to his late friend. "I'm still weeping, with sadness, as well as gratitude for having shared some very special moments with you and your beautiful family," Bennington said. "You have inspired me in many ways you could never have known. Your talent was pure and unrivaled. Your voice was joy and pain, anger and forgiveness, love and heartache all wrapped up into one. I suppose that's what we all are. You helped me understand that."
At the time, no one could have known how ominous Bennington's parting words would be: "I'd like to think you were saying goodbye in your own way," he said. "I can't imagine a world without you in it. I pray you find peace in the next life."
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He was found dead on Cornell's birthday
Bennington was found dead in his Los Angeles home on the morning of July 20, 2017, which would have been Cornell's 53rd birthday. Like Cornell, he reportedly hanged himself while his wife and six children were away. Shinoda confirmed the news on Twitter.: "Shocked and heartbroken, but it's true. An official statement will come out as soon as we have one."
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According to TMZ, Bennington's body was found in his bedroom by a housekeeper. One of his bandmates reportedly arrived at the house shortly after the police. He was planning to pick up Bennington for a photo shoot later that day. Linkin Park was scheduled to go on tour the following week with Blink-182.
Questions remain about whether Bennington's suicide was planned or a spur of the moment decision. According to TMZ, there was no note.
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Though Bennington left the world too soon, his legacy will live on. Reactions from fans and fellow musicians poured in following the news of his death.
"Gracious, kind & humble. A rare combination in Rock & Roll," wrote Metallica drummer Lars Ulrich.
"Literally the most impressive talent I've ever seen live! Vocal beast!" Rihanna posted to Instagram.What Arnold Schwarzenegger's love child is doing today
Avengers director Joss Whedon said Bennington's lyrics had carried him through some rough moments. "'A Thousand Suns' got me through a horribly dark time. I'm indebted. Thank you and RIP Chester Bennington, wish you were here."